When you close your eyes, does it have an underlying meaning that your lying to yourself or are you just trying to hide from this cruel world? When I chose to close my eyes, I imagine an amazing world not full of greed, hate, and pride. It would be the most beautiful place. But, today I chose to leave my eyes open and enjoy the amazing world we do live in. God knew what he was doing when he created it. There so much beauty and kindness in the world. Nature will tell you it's secrets if you let it and people can be the biggest blessing in your life. I have had such amazing people come in and out of my life that I feel have made me who I am today. Thank you to all I have known and to all of those that I will know in the future.
I am in a chessy mood today, but I feel I need to express my chessiness to the world today and I don't know why. I bought a new lemon leaf-thyme candle today and I feel like its this damn candles fault right now. Damn you, deliciously smellin sweetness that makes me feel giggly, no, not giggly, content with my life. Haha. Blogs don't have to make sense right?
Well, if so, come get me Blog Police!!!
I just switched my music from Coldplay to Jimi Hendrix. Now I am officially happy. Love ya Jimi!!! Brady, my Boyfriend, feels my relationship with Jimi Hendrix is more than it should be. I feel he is awesome and want to listen to his awesome jams and theres nothing more than that!
Monday, January 18, 2010
Why???
Life. It never makes sense and when you try your hardest to make sense out of it, it punches you in the face. Life sucks at times and is righteously awesome at others.
I love trials and just chill moments, but when something happens to your best friend, your favorite person in the world, it hurts you too.
Brady's childhood house just burned to the ground. They are all devastated. I can't even imagine how I would feel to know that nothing was left of your true home. I pray for them constantly. I love his family so much and am sick over the situation. No one was hurt, thank goodness. But still so sad
Life. Sometimes I wanna punch it in the face sometimes.
I love trials and just chill moments, but when something happens to your best friend, your favorite person in the world, it hurts you too.
Brady's childhood house just burned to the ground. They are all devastated. I can't even imagine how I would feel to know that nothing was left of your true home. I pray for them constantly. I love his family so much and am sick over the situation. No one was hurt, thank goodness. But still so sad
Life. Sometimes I wanna punch it in the face sometimes.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Delightful
Today started out with me being dragged outside to pick up dog poop. Damn Dog!!! I gotta love them but six bags, yeah, that's what i wrote SIX paper brown grocery bags full of poop. That's something that just make me wanna gag. After that experience it made me wanna crawl back into my bed and curl into the fetal position while thinking about daisy's and laundry or something clean and delicious. The rest of my day included welding (No Burns!!!), and recipe study. For dinner we had sloppy Joe's and a Zupas-Like salad with the dressing homemade and awesome!! It was a maple vinaigrette with apples, candied almonds, and Gorgonzola cheese. Yeah, it was that good!! Ha ha!!
Tomorrow, i am feeling the need to go to the art supply store and stock up on some oil paints and get down to business. My rad boyfriend, Brady took me to the Springville art museum on Saturday and it made me miss my artistic days of creating paintings after paintings. On the other hand, finger paints are about 1/16Th the price and much funner at a completely different angle. Hmmm, decisions are the worst!!!
Speaking of being a four year old, my boyfriend feels I am very kid-like! So what if the first thing on my Christmas list to Santa was the Crayola Glow Station, which I received and am completely in love with. I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys'R'US Kid. (I wish my keyboard had a backwards "R" on it, for this very occasion!!!
Catch ya Later!!!
Tomorrow, i am feeling the need to go to the art supply store and stock up on some oil paints and get down to business. My rad boyfriend, Brady took me to the Springville art museum on Saturday and it made me miss my artistic days of creating paintings after paintings. On the other hand, finger paints are about 1/16Th the price and much funner at a completely different angle. Hmmm, decisions are the worst!!!
Speaking of being a four year old, my boyfriend feels I am very kid-like! So what if the first thing on my Christmas list to Santa was the Crayola Glow Station, which I received and am completely in love with. I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys'R'US Kid. (I wish my keyboard had a backwards "R" on it, for this very occasion!!!
Catch ya Later!!!
Monday, January 11, 2010
Wheat, also known as "The Devil!!!"
So, I know I've already written a blog today, but I i just gotta add another one.
Recently, I discovered I am allergic to wheat. You might think this sucks, you are mistaken...
This Sucks more than anything in the entire world for me, a baker!!!! I love bread and such. How the Hell am I gonna survive on no wheat??? Seriously, how? I have also come to find that I have no discipline. In other words, I eat wheat and spend the night completely regretting it, over and over again.
So, starting now I am setting a major goal. Discipline!!!! If I had this magnificint gift then I would reach almost all of my goals of 2010. I want to work more, earn more money. I want to lose weight and be healthier, and I want to persue my dream of owning my own diner. All these things will be in the works if I only had some serious discipline! So, including in this blog I am going to be including my progress on all three of these things.
Today, doesn't count right?? Haha! Cause I worked a couple hours, ate tacos for lunch, and did no research on my diner!!!
Theres always tomorrow!!!
Recently, I discovered I am allergic to wheat. You might think this sucks, you are mistaken...
This Sucks more than anything in the entire world for me, a baker!!!! I love bread and such. How the Hell am I gonna survive on no wheat??? Seriously, how? I have also come to find that I have no discipline. In other words, I eat wheat and spend the night completely regretting it, over and over again.
So, starting now I am setting a major goal. Discipline!!!! If I had this magnificint gift then I would reach almost all of my goals of 2010. I want to work more, earn more money. I want to lose weight and be healthier, and I want to persue my dream of owning my own diner. All these things will be in the works if I only had some serious discipline! So, including in this blog I am going to be including my progress on all three of these things.
Today, doesn't count right?? Haha! Cause I worked a couple hours, ate tacos for lunch, and did no research on my diner!!!
Theres always tomorrow!!!
First Post Ever!!
Well, Ive gone and done it! I'm officially a dork. I've created a blog and I'm almost already bored with it. My ADD has kicked up a notch and I am tempted to just walk away, but since my life is pretty fun and hilarious at times, I figure I should document all my stories and humility's with the world.
Today started earlier than normal since I had to drag my butt out of bed at 7:30AM! I know that most of you probably do this everyday, but me, being an insomniac for about a year now, it literally ruins my day!! Anyway, me and boyfriend's dog, Clutch, AKA our love child, had an ear infection so I had to take him to the vet, the same vet that we took him to a few months back to get his balls cut off. The same vet that after cutting off his balls, got infected and had to hold him another night and he literally hated us for weeks after that. Well, I finally dragged the shaking puppy into the vet's office, which is not easy for a 5'0" girl with a gigantic great dane that weighs almost as much as her. Well, hes fine. Gave him a shot, threw me some pills, and got outta there with my wallet $60 lighter than before. Oh well, my love child is worth it!!
Now I'm off to work. Welding is not as glamorous as everyone thinks it is. Trust me! I have the scars to prove it!!! Another thing about me like the only girl welder in the vicinity is old guys always come to watch and see the "girl welder"! LAME!! Well, I guess I'll catch ya later!!
Today started earlier than normal since I had to drag my butt out of bed at 7:30AM! I know that most of you probably do this everyday, but me, being an insomniac for about a year now, it literally ruins my day!! Anyway, me and boyfriend's dog, Clutch, AKA our love child, had an ear infection so I had to take him to the vet, the same vet that we took him to a few months back to get his balls cut off. The same vet that after cutting off his balls, got infected and had to hold him another night and he literally hated us for weeks after that. Well, I finally dragged the shaking puppy into the vet's office, which is not easy for a 5'0" girl with a gigantic great dane that weighs almost as much as her. Well, hes fine. Gave him a shot, threw me some pills, and got outta there with my wallet $60 lighter than before. Oh well, my love child is worth it!!
Now I'm off to work. Welding is not as glamorous as everyone thinks it is. Trust me! I have the scars to prove it!!! Another thing about me like the only girl welder in the vicinity is old guys always come to watch and see the "girl welder"! LAME!! Well, I guess I'll catch ya later!!
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