Anchorage Farmers Market

Rafael and I decided to venture over to the local farmers market.
It was awesome but also so cold since its practically on the ocean shore. We ate some delightful baked goods and checked out some awesome local goods.
We wandered down 4th avenue and it a little feel for downtown Anchorage today. I can't wait til it starts I wa up more and more people start showing up.
I start my job tomorrow, which I m so excited about. I love my boss, Mary, already. She's so fun and nice and I can't wait to get her cafe up and going!!!!
Yesterday we were driving down the road an saw a moose right I the middle of the city. I love it!!!! Also, instead of having "speed bump" signs, they rock the "speed hump" signs and me being an immature child,I guess, laugh everytime I see one. Haha!!!!

Alaska...

Oh my,
What have I got myself into??? My boss is rad, the city is new to me and makes me nervous but also makes me feel alive. I spent all day yesterday settin up car, apartment, cable, Internet and settling in. I'm figuring out the city pretty fast and I already love living downtown. There's a farmers market every weekend a few blocks from our place and in stoked to venture over there soon.
The last few months of my life have been hard and unfulfilling. The moment I stepped into the airport and left behind every comfort, my husband, family and state, I knew I was doing the right thing.
I know it's gonna be hard but I know it's also gonna be rad. I'm so stoked for all my new adventures and the cool people I will meet.
I hope to keep this blog up to date so everyone knows how it is goin.
Love you all and thanks for the support.

Juice cleanse...tomorrow!!!

Ok, I'm sick of being sick every time I eat. I sick of being outta shape and overweight. I starting my serious juice cleanse tomorrow. I've tried starting this 2 times before, but this is it. I can't live like this and this is suppose to be a cure-all.
I'm starting tomorrow morning with my juice and going to the gym. I will do this!!! It's like I almost need someone to scream at me to do this. Ive decided the only person that can change me, will be me!!!
I wanna keep this blog everyday and since I finally got it on my phone, I have a better change of documenting this change in me.
I've already made some juice for tomorrow which I know they say not to do, but it's the only way for me to stick with it.
Wish me luck everyone!!! Love to u all!!!

Day before cleanse.

Just bought my first supply of almased. I start tomorrow with my 2 week fast except for this protein type powder. I drink it 3 times a day, instead of meals. It's a liquid diet for 14 days. I have to drink lots of water and can drink vegetable broth if I want it. Haha, let's see how long I lost. I will keep this up to date for my progress and how I'm feeling.

The Start of Something new...

I have decided to take a journey this Summer, not a far away one where I leave for 6 months and come back a different person. A journey that does not require to leave my comfy living situation or the ones I love so much.
Im buying a business license and will be participating in every farmer's market I can, giving Henna to Utah... I will work hard, I will have tattoos, and maybe dreads, I won't wear much make-up, and I will meet the most incredible people in Utah. I will love my life as I make money (hopefully), and become stronger and more outgoing! I will bike everyday and get in shape.
I declare this the Summer of Bum-hood!!!!
And Im stoked...
Love*

...realization...

Have you ever stepped back from your life and be completely blown away with how things seem to turn out? I do. I always used to say I need another adventure until I realized my life is one big adventure. From all the crazy DJing with my amazing boyfriend to becoming even closer to my family to searching for an amazing job. Life is rad. Life is exactly as it should. Life is an adventure that I hope to one day accomplish. Today, someone said that I am exactly what I should be. I somewhat disagree since Im jobless, live with my parents, and broke...but I suddenly realized Ive never been so happy in my life. Money, a nice apartment, or an impressive job cannot make you happy, only you can make you happy. So, therefore, I choose HAPPY! I have an amazing guy, an amazing horse-dog, great friends and family, and I know things will happen when their suppose to. Be happy. Always and forever.

Sometimes life is crazy... and other times your life makes perfect sense so you dye your hair brown. I dunno, I don't have a good excuse for the change that I never even imagined doing, but so far so good. Its like I don't even recognize the brown haired hooligan in the mirror, then I realize she is a hooligan and remember its me!
Brady is one of those guys that sometimes you just can't get enough of... he's officially my best friend and I feel like were never bored. Is that possible for a girl with ADD?? Huh, life is great!
This week I feel the need to play the guitar and write songs and have a flashback to my old life, which I miss sometimes, but most times I love the present, its awesome.
I want dreads and a rock climbing body. I want the world to be rid of greed. I want to be able to hand my dog, Clutch, the keys to my car so he can warm it up when it is cold out. (I don't think this is too far off, since he opens the door to let himself out to go to the bathroom.) I also want my family to be sincerely happy. They deserve it. They are all amazing, but sometimes I feel they won't let themselves be happy. Family, be happy!
Life is exciting and incredible! Live it to the fullest and don't over-analyze it!!! Let yourself be happy!!!